I’ve been trying really hard to get plots into motion and things moving toward some kind of conclusion. It hasn’t been easy, I’ve been fighting depression while I’m trying to get things moving and I’m finding it increasingly difficult to take joy in anything. I’m tired all the time and most days all I want to do is sleep. I have trouble getting out of bed in the morning and not getting into bed as soon as I get home at night. More often than not I want to just shut down and vegetate in front of the TV when I’m not working.
Now, of course, none of that gets plots done. I don’t mean to sound like I don’t want to do plots, I like the participation I get, the level of writing, and the rest of it - because I do. The problem is me, I’m having trouble not quitting and actually doing the things that need to be done to get things moving.
I’m trying though, trying to push through it.